kill me, would you?


my shadow's prettier than i am


haha looks like i already have a fan of my obesity.

dont worry, i used to be a hell of alot chubbier. but hey, everyone just adores chubby kids to bits, no? and they say, bigger is better right? haha ah oh well, not like i mind.

anyway,

today is one of those days i wish someone would shoot me.

i have a splitting headache from staring at my homework for over the last half hour thinking of a decent storyline to write my english essay on. and so far, my essay consisits of one word: the freaking title.

and then homework aside, i feel like pulling all my hair out, banging my head against the wall and crying till all of the water in my body floods my bedroom.

welcome to my world. okay fine, this is cliche crap. its more like, amanda is just plain insane.

heartaches arent heart attacks. its the feeling you get when you miss something so badly but you cant get it back. heartaches wont kill you. but sometimes i wish they do.

i miss being a kid.

dont you?